Shri Pravin More holds a special place in my memories and in my life. When I first met him, he was a young, handsome police officer, probably in his mid-twenties, if my memory serves me well. I was a village boy, curious about the world but unfamiliar with much of it. He had come to our village on official duty. What began as a brief conversation became a relationship of encouragement and affection that has lasted through many changes in our lives.
I grew up in Kukkameta, a small village near the dense forests of Abujhmarh, on the Maharashtra side of the border with what was then Madhya Pradesh and is now Chhattisgarh. The forest was part of our everyday life. It gave us fruits, familiar paths, places to play and a world to explore. But alongside those happy childhood memories, I also remember the presence of armed men and women. Naxalite activities affected our village and the surrounding areas, shaping village life in ways that we children could feel without fully understanding.
We called them Naxalwadis in those days. The name “Maoists” became more common in later conversations, particularly after the People’s War Group and the Maoist Communist Centre of India merged in September 2004 to form the Communist Party of India (Maoist). Their Maoist ideology, of course, existed before that merger. As a child, I knew little about these organisational names. I knew the people who came to our village, the guns they carried and the songs they sang.
Only much later did I understand the strategic importance of the forests in which we lived. Under Kondapalli Seetharamaiah, the People’s War leadership sought to establish a rear base in the wider Dandakaranya region. The idea was to have forest areas where armed squads could take shelter, recover from pressure elsewhere and build their organisation. Accounts of the movement describe squads entering this region in 1980 as part of that strategy. Our village belonged to the wider forest belt into which this movement spread. What was home to us was, for an armed organisation, also a place of strategic value.
During my childhood, however, none of this appeared to us as a strategy drawn up by distant leaders. It appeared as people walking into the village with weapons, calling meetings and speaking to our elders. Police presence was less extensive than it became in later years. In my memory, the Naxalites often moved through our surroundings with considerable confidence. Their arrival was something villagers recognised and responded to, sometimes with familiarity and sometimes with fear.
The men were commonly addressed as Dadas and the women as Akkas. These were familiar forms of address in our local surroundings. They made the visitors sound like people connected with village life. As children, we did not always feel the same immediate fear of them that we felt when policemen arrived. The Naxalites came repeatedly, spoke to people and sometimes interacted warmly with children. Familiarity affected the way we saw them, even though we knew they carried guns.
I have a memory of sitting and playing on the laps of some of the Naxalite women. It remains a strange and deeply personal part of my childhood. I did not know their histories or understand the choices that had brought them into an armed movement. I was simply a child receiving attention from an adult. Today, I can remember that moment of warmth while also understanding the violence and coercion associated with the organisation they served.
I also remember hearing adults speak about the difficulty of having children while living that underground life. Whether those conversations described particular women or a wider practice, I could not have known. What reached me was the idea that their lives allowed little room for an ordinary family. We heard accounts of squads travelling long distances through forests after encounters with the police, moving through the night to avoid another confrontation. To a child, these stories were both frightening and difficult to imagine.
There were also local people known as Sangam members. They acted as links between the Naxalites and villagers, carrying messages and helping maintain contact. Some acquired considerable influence through this role. In my recollection, certain people used it to intimidate others. They became local dadas in another sense—people whose displeasure villagers wished to avoid. Their authority did not come from any responsibility to the village as a whole, but from their association with armed men and women.
The Naxalites also used songs to attract attention and communicate their ideas. I remember gatherings where they sang about the red flag, exploitation and the conduct of officials. We children listened, sometimes remembering the tune more clearly than the words. The songs made their message easier to follow than a long political speech. They could be repeated, discussed and carried into everyday conversations.
One line has stayed faintly in my memory: “Yerra jhenda keyanta ro Madiya Dada.” I cannot now guarantee the exact wording or pronunciation. As I understood it then, the red flag was calling the Madiya people to come together. In later years, I connected its message with the familiar communist appeal for workers to unite. At the time, however, it was simply a song we heard in our village, addressed to people whose language and surroundings we knew.
Another song, which I remember as being in Telugu, sounded something like: “Sale tum, sale male tum … i polisalu maku cheptava, mamen timtava…” The remaining words are unclear in my memory. We understood its message to be that policemen abused villagers while also taking food or receiving hospitality from them. I offer this as a childhood recollection of its meaning, rather than an exact translation. What mattered locally was the accusation it carried: those who came with official authority could depend on villagers and still treat them badly.
I believe such songs found an audience partly because some people had experienced unnecessary interference by police or forest officials. An encounter that left a villager feeling humiliated could make the next speech against the state sound convincing. The Naxalites used those grievances to gain attention and support. They also urged people to oppose development activities, describing them as “jhute vikas karyakram”—false programmes of development. Looking back, I can see how actual grievances could be drawn into a political campaign that also discouraged opportunities villagers needed.
This was the atmosphere in which I met Shri Pravin More. We were afraid of the police, yet fascinated by their khaki uniforms, vehicles and weapons. Whenever policemen entered the village, we boys gathered at a little distance to watch. We wanted to see their guns closely, but their stern manner made us cautious. Our curiosity kept us nearby; our fear kept us from going too close.
He had come to investigate an incident in which one villager had attacked another with an axe. Fortunately, the injury had not been fatal. A group of us stood watching in our worn clothes. He noticed me and called me closer. I cannot say what caught his attention. Perhaps it was my curiosity, or perhaps the way I responded when he spoke.
In a firm voice, he asked which class I was studying in. I told him that I had appeared for my seventh-standard examination and planned to go to Gadchiroli, our district headquarters, for high school. I must have sounded confident despite my nervousness. He listened and asked me to meet him at the police station in Laheri, a somewhat larger village about six kilometres from Kukkameta.
I felt happy about that invitation. An officer whom I admired had taken an interest in my studies. I had heard that he was good to villagers and strict in dealing with Naxalites and their supporters. His personality left an immediate impression on me. I wanted to meet him again, although I did not yet understand what that simple wish might mean in the circumstances of our village.
Soon afterwards, I secured admission to the government boys’ hostel in Gadchiroli. Before leaving, I wanted to visit him. My father and other villagers advised me against it. They feared that the Naxalites might interpret a visit to the police station as evidence that I was an informer. Their concern was real. In an area affected by armed conflict, even an innocent meeting could create suspicion.
For me, however, the visit was about school, encouragement and a person I wanted to know better. I could not forget his invitation. Eventually, I went to Laheri and met him at the police station. I arrived with some hesitation, but he welcomed me warmly. The officer whose voice had first made me nervous was pleasant, cordial and caring.
He spoke about my education and several other matters, some of which I understood only partly. I was impressed by his manner. He gave me time and treated my hopes seriously. Before I left, he asked me to write to him regularly. I began doing so, and he replied to every letter I wrote.
Those replies meant more to me than I could have explained then. I was a boy studying away from home, trying to adjust to a different place. His letters assured me that someone remembered me and wanted me to do well. He had difficult responsibilities, yet he found time to respond. His encouragement became a steady presence in my school life.
In the eighth standard, I learned about the National Defence Academy at Khadakwasla, Pune. I became interested in preparing for its entrance examination and wrote to him about it. He replied with encouragement. He wanted to help me continue my education in Pune and prepare for that ambition. During Diwali and summer holidays, whenever I returned home, I made a point of meeting him. He was always welcoming, and I came away feeling more confident.
Then I appeared for my tenth-standard examination. I had promised him that I would score above ninety per cent, but I obtained around seventy per cent. Today, I would not describe those marks as a failure. At that age, however, the difference between my promise and my result weighed heavily on me. I felt embarrassed and thought that I had disappointed him.
Instead of writing honestly about what had happened, I stopped writing altogether. He had never made his care dependent on a percentage. That condition existed in my own mind. I was too young to understand that the people who encourage us often want to hear from us most when things have not gone according to plan.
Around that time, he was transferred, and I lost track of his posting. Through others, I heard that he was deeply involved in anti-Naxalite operations. Our contact ended, but my regard for him remained. Whenever I remembered the people who had encouraged me in my early years, I thought of the officer at Laheri who had answered my letters.
Much later, I found him through Facebook. By then, I had completed my M.A. and M.Phil. at Jawaharlal Nehru University and was working as a Private Secretary to a Member of Parliament. My life had taken me from a small forest village to the national capital. When we spoke again, he was happy to learn about my journey.
His warmth had not changed. There was no sense that I had to earn my place again after the long silence. But he did ask why I had not remained in touch. He told me that he could have helped me. Hearing that, I thought of the schoolboy who had hidden his result and stopped writing. I wished that boy had understood how much kindness was still available to him.
I was even more moved to discover that his family knew about me. His brothers, sisters and members of his extended family had heard of me during the years when we were out of contact. I had continued to think about him, but I had not realised that he also continued to remember and speak about me.
Meanwhile, his career had taken him into further responsibilities, including service with the United Nations and work as an Assistant Commissioner of Police in Maharashtra’s Anti-Corruption Bureau. I felt proud to learn of his service. Yet the qualities I admired most were already familiar: his confidence, his goodwill and his ability to make another person feel valued.
Today, I feel like a member of his family. When I look back at my childhood, I remember forests, friends, songs and the uneasiness of living amid armed conflict. Within those memories, his presence remains especially clear. He showed me a form of authority that could be firm and still be caring.
I sometimes wonder what would have happened if he had not called me out of that group of boys. Perhaps he saw the conversation as a small gesture. For me, it became a lasting source of encouragement. Shri Pravin More noticed a village child, listened to his hopes and asked him to write. Years later, when that child returned as a grown man, he welcomed him with the same affection.





